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Sometimes I feel like I really don’t belong here, like I’m supposed to be some place else. [Hercules]

“Are you ready for school, honey?”, mom asked. I nodded, but actually, I was not. Summer vacation has just ended and I honestly hated school. I always was some kind of an outsider. Mom said it was because the other people couldn’t understand how I was myself. I thought people just didn’t seem to like me.

“I’m leaving, bye!”

“Have fun, sweetheart!”, she yelled after me. I sarcastically nodded and jumped in my car. It was an old BMW, and the color was kind of grey-ish but I found it cool and it wasn’t one of those 0/8/15 cars you saw everyday, like Volkswagen or Ford. I pulled out of the driveway and turned the music on. “I’m only sleeping” by The Beatles was on and I smiled. I loved The Beatles, The Smiths and such kind of bands. They had made good music, not like those artists nowadays who are only singing about parties, sex and how easy they could get any person they wanted. To me, 99% of people were showoffs, cowards, mainstream people, liars and cheaters. I didn’t hate people, though. I believed they were all good in the inside, just some more and some less.

10 minutes later I “finally” arrived at the school. Sense the sarcasm? I got out of my car and took my bag. Instead of just entering school I looked at it for a while. It was a huge ass school. White, and modern and friendly looking. I sighed and made my way to the main entrance.

“Aye sexy”, Eric said. He was one of the most disgusting boys to ever exist and I flipped him off. I hated him and he always made fun of me, so yeah, you could tell we didn’t really get along. I went to my locker, typed in the combination and opened it. The light from the electroluminescent lamps was reflected in the mirror that hung in my locker. I looked at myself. I found I looked pretty normal. Average. Not too ugly, but also very far away from being the prettiest girl to knw. Very far away. Someone being a lot closer to that is Selena Gomez. She looks perfect with her shoulder length dark brown hair, dark brown eyes, sweet smile, perfect body and actually everything. Unfortunately, she knows that and is like a total bitch. I hate her. Just as much as I hate her boyfriend, Justin. He looks perfect, just like an angel. He has this masculine face and a sporty body but he doesn’t have too many muscles so it looks all natural and perfect. He has those amazingly gorgeous hazel eyes which made every girl fall for him and those perfectly kissable lips. His brown hair always looked good and his skin was clean. I hated how the meanest people often were the most beautiful ones, at least from the outside. From the inside, they were truly ugly. I made my hair look okay and then slam shut my locker and made my way to first period.

“Good morning”, Mr Chasen said. “Please take your seats, I’d like to start the lesson.” Everyone did what they were told nad Mr Chasen checked attendance and started teaching. I didn’t really like it since math was my worst subject. I had a B- and you might think it’s not too bad, but well, for me it is.

Suddenly the door swung open and Justin entered the room, looking as perfect as usual. I forced myself to stop looking at him before things got awkward and just continued making notes on how to calculate and stuff.

“Sorry for being late.”

“This isn’t even your math class, Justin”, Mr Chasen said, looking really confused.

“Well, yes it is. I’ve switched classes because I didn’t get along with Mrs Gonzalez. I thought you were informed already.” He shrugged. I looked at him. He wore a blue t-shirt, black skinny jeans that were worn as low as usual (I always wondered why they didn’t fall off, because most of the time, he didn’t wear a belt either) and grey Supras. Blue looked good on him, I figured. It matched his hair and made people focus on his gorgeous eyes even more. But really, he was an asshole.

“Okay, well, then sit down next to Miley, I guess”, Mr Chasen said and smiled. Justin made his way towards me and sat down on the school next to me. I continued to take notes.

“Why are you doing this”, he asked. I looked at him, confused.

“Do what?”

“Take notes. You know everything already anyways, don’t you?” I shrugged. He nodded and took his cell phone out of his pocket. He should rather take notes than text, since his grades weren’t the best. Also the constant vibrations of his phone kind of annoyed me.

“This is annoying”, I said gesturing at his phone. He looked at me like he’s just seen a ghost or something. Wasn’t he used to people complaining? Whatever. At least he turned the vibrations off. A few minutes later the bell rang. I packed my stuff and headed to the cafeteria to sit with my friends. There weren’t much of them, just three. Amanda, a girl I’ve known since 3rd grade but who was kind of depressing to have around because she barely spoke, Austin, who was gay and an absolutely true friend who you could trust so much you could put your life in his hands and of course Callie, who was a pretty bubbly person if you got to know her better and if she opened up to you.

“Hey”, I said and smiled while sitting down. They all said hi back.

“So, Justin’s sitting next to you in your math class, I’ve heard?”, Amanda asked. I was a little surprised that she of all people asked that. I nodded.

“Nothing to care about”, I said. Amanda looked at me unbelievingly. “Seriously!”, I protested, “I don’t even like him. He’s an ass.”

“He is”, Callie said and nodded. 

“Hey ugly”, Selena greeted me lovingly. I didn’t answer, because unlike her, I still had my self-respect. But, you know, when people put you down enough, you eventually start to believe it.

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